No More Maybe Tomorrow

Just really in a slump, not much to update. Discouraged and going through personal hell.

Trying to eat as planned and I’m constantly failing. For 3 months I didn’t have a problem, for 3 months I stuck to everything, and then my personal life came crashing down and so did all of my health goals. I am just…ugh

Today, I binged. For the first time in my life.

I have no idea what’s going on.

I’ve found new motivation in the rain! I want to go run outside in it.

Blah, I’ve been so caught up in the job hunt and interviews that I’ve completely neglected blogging.

So, a quick update…

Still losing weight, sticking to my eating plan. Working out is infrequent but at least 2 times a week.

I’m happy with my energy levels except come 8:00pm I feel like an old lady, it hits me and I’m ready for sleep.

Crossing my fingers that one of these job interviews will bring results!

So, I think everything has managed to calm down, and the girls and I are settling into a schedule.

I’ve completely switched from C25K to sprinting. I get such a burst of energy and I feel great afterwards.

I haven’t lost an ounce since I last posted, I think it’s because I’m eating too little and my metabolism is at a stop.

So, I’ve started myfitnesspal again. Counting calories, making sure I eat throughout the day.

I’ve been struggling emotionally, it’s hard to go back into your parents house after 7 years of being on your own. I am going to make a personal post on my progress blog about what has been going on. (And I’m adding progress pics) If you would like the password, let me know =)

My girls started school today. *sniffle*

Cadence, my 4 year old, started Pre-K. All she wanted to do was show everyone her “Zebra”

When I dropped my oldest off, I was laughing. Almost every Mom dropping their child off was in Tennis clothes. They were ready to go! Kids back in school and they can go play tennis all day. I’m thinking I might need to look into that. Seems like the popular thing to do in Georgia.

C25K tonight =) and weigh in on Thursday.

Whew, made it to Georgia on Sunday. My girlies start school tomorrow. Everything has been a whirlwind.

Ate horrible on the drive here =(

But, I was able to run last night for the first time in 2 weeks. That felt great.

Should be getting settled in here and back to posting regularly.

So, definitely moving to Georgia. Going to live with my parents for awhile. Major life changes. I’m trying to figure out how to get there before school starts on Aug 3rd.

Meanwhile, weight loss. Still eating the right way, losing 1 or 2 lbs a week =)

Working out is non existent but that will change again once I get there.

Sorry for the lack of posts. Going through a lot of personal things. Might be moving to Georgia in the next couple weeks. Blah